Sunday, October 11, 2009


I am in Edinburgh and it's beautiful.


Breakfast whilst listening to Andy Williams, gorgeous weather outside, dim sum lunch in abit with my host (Pap's friends), endless opportunities for long walks... looks like it's going to be a great day.

Saturday, October 10, 2009

Hello! I am in Dubai!

Friday, October 09, 2009

Away for three weeks from tonight.

Edinburgh --> Durham --> Lake District --> London --> Paris --> Home.

See you guys!
I miss you Mommy. Wish you were coming back to see me.

Wednesday, October 07, 2009

First stop, Scotland!
Hopefully I'll be greeted by this sight on Saturday. And hoping that I find myself in a place I really love on this trip (Re: Interlaken, one of the most gorgeousest places on earth), although then I wouldn't want to leave...

Monday, October 05, 2009

I am going to the UK and Paris!
In the end the only steps that matter are the ones you take all by yourself.
Lately, been doing what I do best. Compartmentalising.

Sunday, October 04, 2009

No one really knows what it feels like to be dying, but the dying person himself.
The pain is too much to bear.

Saturday, October 03, 2009

Something my father's friend said, "She is always there, just that you can't see or touch her." I can definitely still feel Mom though, and I know she watches me. She probably really wants me to be happy, so I'll try my best.
I've dreamt of her once and twice, and it was as though she hadn't left at all. We were shopping in a department store, something we hadn't done for quite some time because of her illness.
Wherever you are, Mommy, I hope you are smiling, happy with your parents, Bin Ping, Aunty Lena and Aunty Rosalind.

Thursday, October 01, 2009

Some times, it feels like you have not left me. You are still sitting in your favourite chair, sleeping next to me, waiting for me to bring you to toilet, watching 爱 on TV...
Then it catches me and I remember. I wonder where you are now Mommy. I'm waiting to see you again.